I need new hip hop shit. more drinks n cash n more late nite n clubbing with my friends.wooo..juz more hip hop songs. missin da old beats..
2:29 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
But some things change forever,
And when they change, they become something else.
And then,
These things are lost forever.
Maybe i changed,
Or maybe the world did,
Cause the stage was so simple in the yester years,
But so blurred and complicated now.
Left here to wonder,
What had happened altogether,
When we were just boys and girls.
The flowers withered and came winter,
But summer was gone forever.
"...Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you..."
Smashing Pumpkins - "Disarm"
I first discovered this song and band when i was listening to my cousins records back in australia. Ever since then i was hooked. The years was happy and simple then..
2:42 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
Pucker up our passion's spent
My heart's tart, you're bodies rent
My bodies broken your's is bent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed I lie here charmed
'cos there's nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.."
Placebo - "Every Me And Every You"
"..I sit alone in my dark room pondering the things i done wrong or right and i
dont even know i'm cutting my wrist
with a scissors n spilling blood all over my bed..."
Right now i dunno what e fuck is my life gonna be like this year.
2:21 AM
Monday, March 14, 2005
Suffering whose cause i can't make out.
But something's for sure.I could have made it easier.
But I didn't and let it all fall.
I lied to myself, Denial that all will be fine.
When it was all gone. I'm losing my mind.
Over this thing which can never find a balance in life.
Riddles and rhyme, this insane circle of love and life.
God leave me please, loneliness and tragedy sometimes so sweet.
Love you like i do, nothing to ease the pain.
Is it my fault or not. Just countless mistakes
I want to die.
When will you come angel of the death, the mistress of the night.
No one will love you the way i do..
Listening to: The Juliana Theory - "Moments..."
1:22 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
sinking into soft skin.
Ingest rejuvenation.
One to consume,
One to renew.
Demanded invitation.
Do you want to feel the warmth?
To taste the life, to taste the life
Do you want taste the life?
To taste the life, to taste the life flow?
I offer grace,
I offer blood.
I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear....."
AFI - "Sacrifice Theory" . Gonna get all their albums. fucking good.
2:18 AM
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Could breath my life into you
One by one your pale fingers
Started to move
And I touched your face
And all death was erased
And you smiled like an angel
Falling from heaven
Just to be lift up again
And you kissed my lips
With those once cold fingertips
You run me back to life
And all things come to an end
We don’t have to pretend
Slowly we fall asleep
And never wake up again...."
HIM - "I Crossed The Oceans Of Wine To Find You"
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What sin did i commit in my last life,
That i deserve to feel like the present.
What hell did i do through before,
Only to be thrown deeper into another.
What memories did i left behind,
For it to come back to haunt me again and again.
What form have i been in the past,
Just to become the rotten carcass and maggot infested body that is now.
Seraphim, Sirens And Angels Of Death, Sisters Of Tragedy,
Write, Play and Sing our ghastly Poems, Sonatas and Anthems.
Close our eyes, drown in our sorrows and slowly fall asleep.
Fallen Angel from heaven,
Love save our souls.
For i know i can't,
Help myself anymore.
The reaper can't wait.
Before all things come to an end,
And i slumber,
Never to awake once more.
2:21 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
by Edgar Allan Poe
(1849)
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;--
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
She was a child and I was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea,
But we loved with a love that was more than love--
I and my Annabel Lee--
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud by night
Chilling my Annabel Lee;
So that her high-born kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in Heaven,
Went envying her and me:--
Yes! that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of a cloud, chilling
And killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we--
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in Heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:--
For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I see the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea--
In her tomb by the side of the sea.
2:47 AM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
you marry the person who you cannot live without."
- Unknown -
When i'm crashing down, doubting myself and just losing it,
that someone always saves me.
I just don't know how but you always do.
Thank u.
8:14 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
2:45 AM
Friday, January 07, 2005
[Dear, I to thee this diamond commend]
Dear, I to thee this diamond commend,
In which a model of thyself I send.
How just unto thy joints this circlet sitteth,
So just thy face and shape my fancy fitteth.
The touch will try this ring of purest gold,
My touch tries thee, as pure though softer mold.
That metal precious is, the stone is true,
As true, and then how much more precious you.
The gem is clear, and hath nor needs no foil,
Thy face, nay more, thy fame is free from soil.
You'll deem this dear, because from me you have it,
I deem your faith more dear, because you gave it.
This pointed diamond cuts glass and steel,
Your love's like force in my firm heart I feel.
But this, as all things else, time wastes with wearing,
Where you my jewels multiply with bearing.
1:38 PM